Hangin on

This time last year I was wishing away my time with Beckham.

I was counting on him growing up

helping me out more,

going to pre-school!

Now the thought of him not hangin with me

all day everyday breaks my heart.

I don't want to share him with anyone.

I know I'll need to let him go,

but for now he is all mine.

He is actually going to bed a lot easier at night.

The night time drama has eased up.

There are some nights when he really just wants someone

to lay by him while he falls asleep.

I am more than happy to be that person.

I love when I cuddle up to him I first have to move

a long line of cars and trucks that he has tucked under the

blankets in a straight line.

He loves sleeping with his toys. Not soft cuddly toys,

hard, small toys that really leave a mark when you lay on them

for any length of time.

He is napping as we speak, with a toy train resting on his chest.

This boy is awesome. I L-O-V-E him more than I ever thought

was possible.

So for now, I am hanging on to all the

little moments we have together because

I know before too long he will realize he would rather be

hanging with his friends and not his crazy, nerdy MOM.

LOVE YOU, BECK!